Still Day 5 Tues – feeling very ill

One important thing I should mention. Lack of anger restraint. Ive just got myself into bother on fb! First I actually trolled (first time I think), one of these females who seem to spend their lives having their lips plumped, then sitting in front of a camera being inane. It was one of those unsolicited videos that come up, and I let her have it! “Stupid woman, get a life!…then I suggested how she did it.

I did go back later to amend my comment, expecting abuse, but all the surrounding comments said the same and mine on second look wasnt all that hostile so it is still there.

Then I went on to thinking aloud on a page I visit daily, just after the first one. Unfortunately that got taken the wrong way and when I came back there were a couple of notifications from the regulars that rebuked me. I went immediately and deleted my post, and posted an apology and explanation, since I had intended my comment as positive. That message got a heart emoji so, on the grounds that less is more, I will assume that those around saw it and I have removed that too.

It seems my Facebook days are numbered. But I have said that before.

When I first went on Madopar I kept coming out with things I didn’t mean to say like mini-Tourretes (and yes I have a friend with Tourettes). That has passed off (I think). Today has rattled me a bit though.

3pm bp156/92 after relaxation in the Hall and gentle walk with rollater round the block yet feeling very weak. Therapist advised ringing specialist urgently. Will ring from bed.

Later: I sent an mail to my Neuro with my symptoms. but he got his secretary to ring to say to say that lSerotoin Syndrome is very rare and to see my GP. So my GP appointment is 1.30pm tomorrow which seems to be my worst time of day at the moment. I took the 3.30 usual meds and the shakes have passed. The 123 DOCS surgery for home visits opens at pm in 2 mins time but I feel fine now. My alarm just went for the 6pm. Sofril. Sick of taking tablets 6 x per day.

Published by Eunice C English

FormerFreelance journalist. Poet, writer, artist, photographer. Retired and coping with Parkinson's Plus, macular degeneration and other boring stuff but life is still interesting, if a bit of a challenge!

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